survived one peak and entered into my a2 year at pwc, made close friends and learnt to cope with an increasing workload;
went to vietnam, bangkok, genting, kl, ubin, batam and hongkong;
finally did ocp, finally managed to cycle;
grew closer to n395, then reshuffled again into w372;
started serving in tuition ministry, then left the ministry;
led games, praise and offering for the first time during cg;
parents signed the divorce papers and made various family issues a reality.
it was a year of ups and downs. probably wasn't one of the best years i've had, many times i've cried myself to sleep, many times i've felt so alone. yet it was a year that made me stronger, and weaker at the same time, relying on Him and crying out to the Holy Spirit as situations became too complex and tiring for me to handle.
thank God, i have been loved.
2012 did not start well with all the quarrels, as though reminding me that hello a new year does not mean that all the problems r solved n buried away. on the contrary, whatever we dreaded is starting to happen and the same issues present even before i was born have resurfaced again.
but while these issues are still present, so is God! as i was typing this while waiting for the mrt, i saw a small rainbow at the station itself, as though reminding me that God's promises are everlasting, and that lifted me up quite a bit (:
moving into 2012 and resetting my little dreams, i am going to...
1. See mummy's salvation
2. Receive peace, love and discover our purpose, for my family and myself
3. Lose weight until i hit 45kg
4. Attend SOT
5. Get attached
6. Join a marathon - 5km? 10km?
4. Attend SOT
5. Get attached
6. Join a marathon - 5km? 10km?
7. Experiment with baking and making pancakes - any healthier alternatives?
8. Get a rating of 2 for all my feedback
9. Attain CPA
10. Travel to Taiwan/Japan
THANK YOU for being a part of my life.
thank You for helping to shape me into who i am today, thank You for being there for me for the past 23 years, for loving and accepting me just the way i am, despite all my weaknesses and shortfalls. thank You for putting up with all my nonsense and moodswings and stubbornness. i know, people may walk out of my life every now and then, but God, not You (:
